Everything was great until I started thinking.
UGGGGGH I'm just not happy.
There's this guy I've liked for about a year. And I work with him. (yeah yeah I know). He's about 6 years older then me, but it really doesn't feel like that big of a deal. And for most of the time I have known him, he has had a girlfriend. He recently broke up with her and now we're sort of going out.
And I was very very happy.
Until my mom started talking.
She said stuff about how he just broke up with his girlfriend, and therefore I should be careful.
UGH
damn!!
And now I'm just over thinking it. And it's just going on and on. It's just not good.
I wish I could stop thinking. It would be so much better if my brain would just stop and let me be happy for once. Damnit.
Why can't I ever let myself just be happy without finding some reason that I can't???
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