I like to figure out who I am I guess

TEN random things about me

1. I am very much in love with rain and thunderstorms.

2. I have a hopeless addiction to things with caffeine - Coffee, tea, and coke are the main three.

3. My biggest fears (that are tangible) are insane asylums and the people in them (including the doctors), needles, and fish (I have no idea how that started but it's pretty bad).

4. I tend to like music if I can relate it to my life somehow. Pretty much all my favorite songs (Of which there are over 200) can be somehow related to some part of my life. I can truely describe everything I have ever felt through songs. Music helps me get through the tough times in my life, and they can change some aspect of it, just by giving me a new perspective.

5. I spend my days daydreaming about every single thing. Someone could say one thing, and I'll think about it for long time, trying to imagine the different possibilities of what they said.

6. I have some bad nightmares, but they don't really make sense, and they connect to some of the things I day dream about, which is really weird cause they feel very very real to me.

7. I am a very quiet person, and while I can be loud and outgoing at some times, I usually perfer to be in my room listening to music and not saying anything at all. I also hate being around people I don't know, which is why, when I go to a party, I tend to only talk to the people that I do know.

8. I never truly get over the people that I had a serious crush on. Ever since grade 8. There will always be a part of me that will like them, though I am mostly friends with them now.

9. My mind never shuts up, which means it takes me about two hours to get to sleep because that is how long it will take for my mind to just relax.

10. I only feel alone when I'm around lots of people, and then when I am actually alone, I feel perfectly fine.

NINE ways to win my heart

1. Play guitar. I have a weakness for it.

2. Don't be someone different when we're out with friends and when we are alone. Be yourself at all times, or will more than likely just get annoyed with the change.

3. DO NOT CALL ME SHORT!!!! I already know that I am short. I have been short my whole life.. It's like telling someone that they are black. They already know it, so why do you have to tell them???

4. Visit me at work, even if it's just for two seconds..

5. Accept that I get uncomfortable when you call me pretty, or anything like that. Cute is okay. Anything more makes me feel awkward.

6. Introduce me to the kind of music that you like. Chances are I will like it too. And listen or at least accept what I listen to. I know some of it is really random, but I like it.

7. Take picture of me with you, let me take pictures of you, take random funny videos of us together. Anything that I can look at later and say, that was a good day.

8. Making me laugh is always a good way to make me want to hang out with you more. I love laughing.

9. You don't have to be constantly talking. Sometimes more can be said with silence than with a million words.

EIGHT ways to annoy me

1. Calling me short. Already explained lol.

2. Tlkin lke dis. Using u instead of you. l8r instead of later. It's just so annoying.

3. Constant need to fill every second with useless chatter.

4. Blaming me for something that is not my fault (mostly at work. Like I have control over the taxes! Fuck off people! I'm just a cashier!)

5. Girls who think that being a dumbass is the way to get guys to like you, and act all ditzy around guys.

6. Yes, some internet videos are funny the first time. playing them over and over again is just annoying. And there are some that are actually just stupid and not funny at all.

7. Being left out of things that all my friends are doing. Like not being invited somewhere or anything of that sort.

8. When text messages go unanswered. You could at least say something. Don't care if it's just one word.

SEVEN things I want to do before I die

1. See these bands/singers: AFI, All Time Low (Yay seeing them soon!), Our Innocence Lost, and Taylor Swift.

2. Return to England, and stay there for at least 3 months. Basically, move there, even if it's just for a short time.

3. Go to Australia.

4, Fall in love and get married.

5. Finish a book/story.

6. Learn to play the guitar.

7. Visit Japan.

SIX things I need

1. Friends

2. Music

3. Dreams

4. Love

5. Colour

6. Rain

FIVE things I'm scared of

1. Insane Asylums

2. The people in the above (doctors included)

3. Needles

4. Fish

5. Mirrors at night/in the dark, when they are covered by something during the day.

FOUR favorite things in my room

1. iPod

2. Computer

3. Books

4. Bed

THREE things I do everyday

1. Listen to music

2. Text someone

3. Wash my face

TWO things I'll always cherish

1. My ideas and ideals in my head

2. My friends that I know I will always have.

ONE confession I must make

I have a lot of secrets, and no, I won`t tell you. Some people do know some, but I would rather keep them to myself, at least for now.